Missing all my friends

Its fuck offically Im stayin in Florida. I going to miss my ride or die so sassy I love this girl but i do plan on visiting her when i can.When no one else wanted to club with her i was there and that goes both ways. Im going to miss all the random mission to JAck in the Box and to random people house because we were bored at dorms. Busting mission to san diego, LA house party we both had each other backs.
I wish you the best of luck in school and life.<3<3
Im going to miss smoke session and hennessy drinking that me and the homie did together. Listening to beats , chillin, talking. smoking black with him and just feelin like a million. I hope when this nigga blows up he wont forget about me.lol.

Florida is My New Home

After thinking for days about returning to caliy. I have decided to stay in Florida wit my fam and go to school here because Im ready to do something new with my life. Im trying to get into FAMU and start school as soon as possible so i have something to do and get apartment. the price down here are so much reasonable then cali.

Im so Confused

I have less then a week to make a life changing decision about school. I have to decided if i want to return to California and go to Marymount College or stay down here in Florida get apartment and go to school. I wish i had a clone so i could be i both place at the same time. Life would be so much earlier. Im going to miss all my cali friends but life get really old and fast there and Florida could be a fresh new start for me?? What am i going to do ?

my nigga r userious !!

I was watching the video on one of my home boys pages and i couldnt believe my eyes when i see a banch of LA boys jerking on the damn news. A dance that all the kids in LA have been doing for about 2 years or longer is finally getting noticed. Im in Florida watching East Coast boys and girl try to jerk and they dont know what the fuck they are doing? The look a hot mess !!!! They dont have the same swagg that LA people do. They dont dress like us or talk like us but the trying really hard to be like us.

He really gone

I watched MJ service and i was overwhelm with a feeling that i cant even find the words. Im going to miss him so much. The only thing that bother me about this whole thing is i hate that once he died they wanna play all his video when they should have done that shit when he was alive. MJ is the KING of POP and he will always be . He can never be replaced or copied. Live life to the fullest..

" To be absent of the body is to be closer to the Lord" You will be missed

Whats love got to do with it ? Not a damn thing

It was weird to me to open my heart to another guy but i did and i thought we were in love. I guess i was setting my self up for heartbreak huh ? I spent 6 months trying to make this relationship work , I never cheated on him or talk to another guy because he told me that i was wifey. I believed him because he was the only thing postive in my life .I was even willing to move from California to Florida so we didnt have to be far apart anymore. Now i know i would have been making a huge mistake. He told me that he had problem in his life that he needs to workout or some shit like that i dont know. If he really loved me like he said i would have helped him work out his problem. I really dont know where we stand right now but my heart is officaly broken. thanks alot. I still love you and i hope you get ur life together.
The crazy thing about it is i know it going to take me a long time to get over him because he truly is a good guy.I dont really know if i want to get over him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TORI !!!!

Tori is my baby sister who is turning 2 years old today and we are taking her to Wild Adventures because she live rides and playing in water. lol.

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Music

I met a person who changed the way i will listen to music for the rest of my life. He taught me to listen to the message of the artist and not just the beat of the song. A song is suppose to be like a story and take you places and that what his music does. He make you think your living his life through his music. So people cant say that music is dead because i know someone who brings it to life every time he in a studio.

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

I dont think the world understand what they have just lost. They lost a man who lived,breathed music,Michael Jackson was music. He changed the music scene forever, from the way he danced , the clothes he put on. If you were not lucky enough to go to one of his concert then you missed out on a amazing concerts( All there is to say now is rest in peace) and you were never alone because you had millions of fans.

LA Lakers

I think its kind of crazy that Shannon brown looks like Chris brown and they got the same last name. they must have same daddy or something ???? I was so happy when the Lakers won the playoff .

Lady

This my puppy LAdy ..I love her soo much and i miss her like crazy being over here in Florida..I got when i lived I japan.xoxox

My true feeling about a certain someone

I think it to early to say that he is the ONE but i really like him.He makes me feel like real woman and i dont mean in a sexual way. He treats me the way i want to be. When he talks to me he actually looks into my eys and know what im talking about. He makes me feel safe and love. I dont think guys really know how to make a girl feel good.lol. Girls love it when a guy takes them out to dinner, movies and get them a gift just because u wanted to get them something. The gift doesnt have to be diamond earrings but like a teddy bear that made u think of them when you saw it.It the thought that counts.

What you might didnt know about me ?

I love writing poetry and short story.I have 30 notebooks filled with them.I did gymnastics for 13 years .Talking is like my pass time but i can be super quiet and to my self when i need to be. Sometimes i just rather be quiet and listen to every one then to run my mouth. You can learn so much about people if you only just sit back and listen to them.......I like going out clubbing but sometimes i have more fun just chillin wit friends and listening to music, roasting people, going on random mission.

I strongly dislike people who lie on me and are 2 faced. That kind of stuff really piss me off. Im really quick to cut those people of my life. Because i was good before you were in my life and I will be better when your out.I know it kind of sounds mean but that just the way it is. Dont make promises you cant keep ! Dont say your going to do something then end up doing something else! Be on time, I hate being late for stuff because that makes me look bad.

A little background about me

Im 19 years old and i basically been rising myself since Iwas about 12 years old.I love traveling and food, sexy guys lol..I currently go to marymount college.I met a lot of unique ppl and some weird ones but its all good.(some hobbies i like is just chillin in my room and listening to music and watching basketball games" Go Lakers ")